& PROFILE
LSH.♥CLICK. ♥TYZ.
& HEAR
&I don't understand why there's no music video for this song. Enjoy the music & simply ignore this lame video. Thankyou. (:
& LINKS
Amelia
Crystal
Jiayan
Jiaojun
Jolene
Junhe
Kaiting
KennyNeo
Limying
Lindy
Mingshuang
Nazreen
Serene
Shauna
Shutterfly
Tabitha
Wenjie
Xuemin
Yvonne
& ARCHIVES
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November 2006
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January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
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June 2007
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September 2007
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January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
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July 2008
August 2008
& CREDITS
Bituwin -
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Dementee -
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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.
&SHUT THE HELL UP.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Owell, so how long have i not update this going-to-rot blog of mine? School's reopening, and a brand new year is starting.
What resolutions do i have for the new year awaiting?
drums roll* applauses* curtain draws*
-At least a Top10 in my class?
-Make new friends!
-Pay attention in class, stop sleeping!
-Try to be a good prefect, unless i kena sacked lah. -.-
-Don't be such a lazy bum.
-Stop growing Join-The-Dots. [Pimples-.-]
-Stop mumbling to myself when talking. [It's all because my husband, Jay influence me lah.]
-Harmony family? [Alright, we all know it's percentage of coming true is ZERO.]
-SYF get silver and above? [dortdort.]
-Improvement in my instrument skills.
-Lose weight.
-Train stamina.
-Stop crying like some asshole over tiny stuffs.
-Stop quarrelling with my mama or siblings.
-Save money to buy what i want.
-Everyone around me healthy and happy(:
Alright, it's the 31st already- The very last day of Year 2006.
This year, so many things had happened. Things that will stay fresh in my memory, or rather a scar to remind me of the lessons learnt. I've lost much, yet gained much. The scar that taught me to see deeper into human nature. The scar that taught me that things won't always revolve around me as i wish. The scar that taught me that how friendship can just be perished overnight. The scar that taught me that true friends aren't unnecessarily be by your side always. When things just happen unexpectedly, and you thought you can rely on that person, it turns out to be only your wishful thinking. I thought that a 4years-friendship won't be that fragile compared to others, but i was wrong. Likewise, a few months friendship seems stronger than it. How wrong was i to think that time is the factor of a good friendship.
However, I'm glad to know that, at least she is happier with her current life and circle of friends. It's much better than stucking to me. I didn't regret giving up this friendship because i know i've already tried my best in reviving it. What should be gone, will be gone. It's only a matter of time. Yet i know, those memories of the both of us will remain intact. I really love her as a friend, she had been a great one. For that, i wish her everlasting happiness(: Thankyou, my dear friend Grace.
Alright, i won't forget the relationship i've been into this year. It's just an unforgettable one. And should i say, the one that trigger everything off? But till today, i still stand in my actions. I've lost alot because of him, but those memories together, it's priceless. Though it ended, i know it's a beautiful fullstop.
Not to forget those who stood by my side during the low point of this year, i really thank them for believing in me. If it hadn't been for them, what will Sihui be presently? Plus, those joy brought by friends in 2D, 2G, and primary school friends.
Dearies- Yes, she rocks my life. Those night calls, those outings, those lame jokes, those crap, and everything. Smiles(: I believe we'll remain best of friends forever. And for goodness sake, stop calling me ZIBI QUEEN or DRAMA QUEEN lah~! lol. I'm glad to have you.
Limying- I miss those times i sat behind you. Remember how we can talk non-stop? Remember how we sneak food into the class and eat? Remember the Literature project that we did at your house till morning 2am? How could we ever forget? haha.
Coconutives- From the day we formed this thingy, how popular has it been? lol, can you actually recall how many concerts we had been to this year? The coconut dances, The coconut crap and everything. It's just so amazing cool. Coconutives stay for eternity.
Wenyi- Wonder if you'll see this anot? But of course, babe. I didn't forget this primary school friend of mine. Really hope that things will turn better for you alright? I'm always here for you. Yups, i've received your card. Thankyou, babe.
Honqi- I must say, you're damn lame. lol, but still you've been one good friend to me. Those encouragements that you've given me, they're really of a great help to me. Different class liao, but say a hi when u see me in school hor.
Hazelnut- I'll assume that you'll know who this post is for you lah. Perhaps you won't know how you've hurt me this year because you had been entering and vanishing in my life. Yet, thanks for all those surprises, presents plus smses. You're still as important to me.
Yvonne- Stop calling me and ask me go CO lah. I've think of a resolution just for you for year 2007 le- stop being so irritating! Like that Sihui will love you more lah. haha.
Twinie- From really alike until not alike, but you still rock. Stop staying at home and come out with us more often okay? K800i rocks just like twinies! haha. Cannot be auntie le hor, lol.
Junhe- You're such a sucko lah, but a nice friend of mine for years. Don't be so ahpei, and stop being so bhb lah. Xianggong~ lol. Thanks for always sending me home. But come on, your house is near mine okay. haha.
Do i sound like i'm leaving school already? But different class already considered quite horrible, what's more leaving school when we graduate? Ohmy~ Many more that are my great friends like SongRong, Zach, CareBear [Clarrie,Amanda,Ralledine,Emily], Clementlim, Michal, Shuhui, Kaiting, Mervin, Zell, Melvin, Junfeng, Zishing, Loy, Wika, Amandatoh, Jiayan (i'll support Kel deardear to the end!), Ben, Blahblahblah~
Lazy to write lah, i wanna watch my TIAN WAI FEI XIAN liao. I'm rewatching it once more, and i'm finishing it pretty soon~ DongYong&XiaoQi, wait for MEEEEEEEEEEEE~
Those in different classes must stay in touch hor. Often, people lost touch once they get to know new friends and everything. I hate that. I'll try to stay touch with you people de!
I didn't forget you lah, jiejie. Thanks for all those treats, gifts, and everything. You've been one great sister! Continue being one okay? Despite those quarrels and arguments, i'm sure we'll still get along fine. Rockon, and stay pretty always!
Lastly, I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!
misses&hugs(:
What resolutions do i have for the new year awaiting?
drums roll* applauses* curtain draws*
-At least a Top10 in my class?
-Make new friends!
-Pay attention in class, stop sleeping!
-Try to be a good prefect, unless i kena sacked lah. -.-
-Don't be such a lazy bum.
-Stop growing Join-The-Dots. [Pimples-.-]
-Stop mumbling to myself when talking. [It's all because my husband, Jay influence me lah.]
-Harmony family? [Alright, we all know it's percentage of coming true is ZERO.]
-SYF get silver and above? [dortdort.]
-Improvement in my instrument skills.
-Lose weight.
-Train stamina.
-Stop crying like some asshole over tiny stuffs.
-Stop quarrelling with my mama or siblings.
-Save money to buy what i want.
-Everyone around me healthy and happy(:
Alright, it's the 31st already- The very last day of Year 2006.
This year, so many things had happened. Things that will stay fresh in my memory, or rather a scar to remind me of the lessons learnt. I've lost much, yet gained much. The scar that taught me to see deeper into human nature. The scar that taught me that things won't always revolve around me as i wish. The scar that taught me that how friendship can just be perished overnight. The scar that taught me that true friends aren't unnecessarily be by your side always. When things just happen unexpectedly, and you thought you can rely on that person, it turns out to be only your wishful thinking. I thought that a 4years-friendship won't be that fragile compared to others, but i was wrong. Likewise, a few months friendship seems stronger than it. How wrong was i to think that time is the factor of a good friendship.
However, I'm glad to know that, at least she is happier with her current life and circle of friends. It's much better than stucking to me. I didn't regret giving up this friendship because i know i've already tried my best in reviving it. What should be gone, will be gone. It's only a matter of time. Yet i know, those memories of the both of us will remain intact. I really love her as a friend, she had been a great one. For that, i wish her everlasting happiness(: Thankyou, my dear friend Grace.
Alright, i won't forget the relationship i've been into this year. It's just an unforgettable one. And should i say, the one that trigger everything off? But till today, i still stand in my actions. I've lost alot because of him, but those memories together, it's priceless. Though it ended, i know it's a beautiful fullstop.
Not to forget those who stood by my side during the low point of this year, i really thank them for believing in me. If it hadn't been for them, what will Sihui be presently? Plus, those joy brought by friends in 2D, 2G, and primary school friends.
Dearies- Yes, she rocks my life. Those night calls, those outings, those lame jokes, those crap, and everything. Smiles(: I believe we'll remain best of friends forever. And for goodness sake, stop calling me ZIBI QUEEN or DRAMA QUEEN lah~! lol. I'm glad to have you.
Limying- I miss those times i sat behind you. Remember how we can talk non-stop? Remember how we sneak food into the class and eat? Remember the Literature project that we did at your house till morning 2am? How could we ever forget? haha.
Coconutives- From the day we formed this thingy, how popular has it been? lol, can you actually recall how many concerts we had been to this year? The coconut dances, The coconut crap and everything. It's just so amazing cool. Coconutives stay for eternity.
Wenyi- Wonder if you'll see this anot? But of course, babe. I didn't forget this primary school friend of mine. Really hope that things will turn better for you alright? I'm always here for you. Yups, i've received your card. Thankyou, babe.
Honqi- I must say, you're damn lame. lol, but still you've been one good friend to me. Those encouragements that you've given me, they're really of a great help to me. Different class liao, but say a hi when u see me in school hor.
Hazelnut- I'll assume that you'll know who this post is for you lah. Perhaps you won't know how you've hurt me this year because you had been entering and vanishing in my life. Yet, thanks for all those surprises, presents plus smses. You're still as important to me.
Yvonne- Stop calling me and ask me go CO lah. I've think of a resolution just for you for year 2007 le- stop being so irritating! Like that Sihui will love you more lah. haha.
Twinie- From really alike until not alike, but you still rock. Stop staying at home and come out with us more often okay? K800i rocks just like twinies! haha. Cannot be auntie le hor, lol.
Junhe- You're such a sucko lah, but a nice friend of mine for years. Don't be so ahpei, and stop being so bhb lah. Xianggong~ lol. Thanks for always sending me home. But come on, your house is near mine okay. haha.
Do i sound like i'm leaving school already? But different class already considered quite horrible, what's more leaving school when we graduate? Ohmy~ Many more that are my great friends like SongRong, Zach, CareBear [Clarrie,Amanda,Ralledine,Emily], Clementlim, Michal, Shuhui, Kaiting, Mervin, Zell, Melvin, Junfeng, Zishing, Loy, Wika, Amandatoh, Jiayan (i'll support Kel deardear to the end!), Ben, Blahblahblah~
Lazy to write lah, i wanna watch my TIAN WAI FEI XIAN liao. I'm rewatching it once more, and i'm finishing it pretty soon~ DongYong&XiaoQi, wait for MEEEEEEEEEEEE~
Those in different classes must stay in touch hor. Often, people lost touch once they get to know new friends and everything. I hate that. I'll try to stay touch with you people de!
I didn't forget you lah, jiejie. Thanks for all those treats, gifts, and everything. You've been one great sister! Continue being one okay? Despite those quarrels and arguments, i'm sure we'll still get along fine. Rockon, and stay pretty always!
Lastly, I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!
misses&hugs(:
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
yes, it's my foot! HAHA-.-
half-heartedly.
worldpeace[;
same old triplets.
whole-heartedly.It's a bad start for the day because it's raining cats and dogs in woodlands.
besides that, i waited for amelia who was late for an hour at northpoint ocbc. owell, i saw shufeng there too[; yeah, it's one hour. grrrrr~ u owe me one, baby. okay, then went to LJS for lunch and some crappiness before heading for amelia's house. we played BubbleTrouble AGAIN! LOL.
PSS SUCKS TODAY!!
firstly, we didn't manage to get the front few seats. yeah, that's bad enough. but there's more!! we're given the seats of the second level gallery, whereby there was this family of six children i suppose who were really damn noisy and irritating. morever, kelvin didn't do really well and only scored 38marks. and daren who i don't really think deserves the marks he had gotten, topped the five male contestants with 43marks. can't believe he broke the pss recording again-.- ohmygoodness, what is this world coming to?..
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
looking for me? lol.
deariesforlife; iloveamelia[;how did i spend CHRISTMAS?
-i woke up at four in the evening.
-i met amelia at causeway in the night.
-we exchanged presents.
-we ate swensens icecream and calamari rings.
-we headed for amelia's house and played BubbleTrouble.
-11+, i went home.
thanks amelia for the BEAR & CARD.
LOVEYOUALWAYS(:
Monday, December 25, 2006
MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!
how did i spend my christmas eve this year?
-with amelia, ben, junhe.
-shengsiong supermarket.
-quarrelled with my unreasonable neighbour-.-
-pasir ris park.
-BBQ.
-beach.
-playground & everything there.
-orchard, cineleisure.
-causeway, cathay.
-midnight movie, DeathNote2.
-reached home, 2.15am.
it's just a simple tiny LOL celebration.
but i don't mind.
it's fun(:
the number of people doesn't matter,
what matters is that those are your genuine friends[;
thanks for the wonderful day.
thanks for all those MERRY CHRISTMAS messages from all. my apology for not replying you. because my handphone battery went flat-.-
how did i spend my christmas eve this year?
-with amelia, ben, junhe.
-shengsiong supermarket.
-quarrelled with my unreasonable neighbour-.-
-pasir ris park.
-BBQ.
-beach.
-playground & everything there.
-orchard, cineleisure.
-causeway, cathay.
-midnight movie, DeathNote2.
-reached home, 2.15am.
it's just a simple tiny LOL celebration.
but i don't mind.
it's fun(:
the number of people doesn't matter,
what matters is that those are your genuine friends[;
thanks for the wonderful day.
thanks for all those MERRY CHRISTMAS messages from all. my apology for not replying you. because my handphone battery went flat-.-
Sunday, December 24, 2006
ΆМELIA - { ; } xòxò _ * says:
IM A PIG.
MY PURPOSE OF WRITING THIS POST HERE IS TO PROVE THAT,
AMELIA ALSO SAYS THAT SHE'S A PIG.
LOL~
LOL!
LOL.
DON'T KILL ME PLEASE.
IM A PIG.
MY PURPOSE OF WRITING THIS POST HERE IS TO PROVE THAT,
AMELIA ALSO SAYS THAT SHE'S A PIG.
LOL~
LOL!
LOL.
DON'T KILL ME PLEASE.
PA CONCERT.
WE.
MY XIANG GONG.
COCONUTIVES.
okay, met up with coconut&yvonne&junhe to go for this PA concert. watched the concert and coconut went back with her family. so the others headed back home with the public transport-MRT whereby yvonne gave up her seat for an old woman who i don't really like at first sight. she actually rolled her eyes at me for no reason okay, sucko. then junhe&me went for some bubbletea, rojak, triangle thingy, otah at the playground before he sent me home.
IN CONCLUSION, THE PA CONCERT IS A GREAT SUCCESS. NICE PERFORMANCE, NICE LIGHTING EFFECTS, NICE ATMOSPHERE.
WE.
MY XIANG GONG.
COCONUTIVES.okay, met up with coconut&yvonne&junhe to go for this PA concert. watched the concert and coconut went back with her family. so the others headed back home with the public transport-MRT whereby yvonne gave up her seat for an old woman who i don't really like at first sight. she actually rolled her eyes at me for no reason okay, sucko. then junhe&me went for some bubbletea, rojak, triangle thingy, otah at the playground before he sent me home.
IN CONCLUSION, THE PA CONCERT IS A GREAT SUCCESS. NICE PERFORMANCE, NICE LIGHTING EFFECTS, NICE ATMOSPHERE.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
WHAT'S NEW?!
I'VE FINALLY FINISHED THE WHOLE 'TIAN WAI FEI XIAN' DRAMA ALREADY!! WOOHOO~~~
and yeah, this show is really fabulous! thanks to Serene who lent me this discs, haha. the ending was really surprising though, but i like it still. DongYong so shuai man, haha. and i have to say, this show made me cry like some newborn baby that has never cried before. imagine i'm actually crying in front of my computer screen like i'm in pain or what. but it's like, so damn touching lah. my eyes are damn swollen now, lol. and i've to go for PA concert later in the evening, oh great~ my eyes are so ugly-.- puffed and red like some red dates? okay, perhaps not that red. hohohohoho, i'm going to bed. hope my eyes will turn better. i'm ugly enough, so hope my eyes won't make me even uglier. dorts-.-
TIAN WAI FEI XIAN ROCKS LIKE ME~ LOL.
ending quote:
chinese.
fei1 yi1 ban1 de lang4 man4.
fei1 yi1 ban1 de ai4 qing2.
chao1 yue4 shi2 kong.
cong1 po4 tian1 di4.
yi1 ge4 zhi2 de2 deng3 dai4 de4 li3 you2.
direct english translation.
[Romance that flies.]
[A unique love.]
[Through Time & Space.]
[Breaking Heaven & Earth.]
[One worth waiting reason.]
most probably should be..
A unique love when romance flies pass time & space,
breaking through heaven & earth,
is the reason worth waiting for.
so what's i've learnt?
-hatred is like curse; love is just like blessing.
turn your hatred into love, and bless the other person. [LOL!]
-love is the solution to everything because it allows one to put someone else before you yourself.
-if someone kills your loved ones, don't kill them back.
hell with the chinese saying that goes 'yi3 ya2 huan2 ya2' or english proverb/idiom[?] 'an eye for an eye'.
killing them back doesn't lessen your pain, nor does that revive back your loved ones. that's no difference like those murderers, because you've also harmed their loved ones.
-birth and death is a natural cycle.
same goes for, reunion and separation.
don't be jovial because you're being brought together, it also symbolises that you'll part someday.
don't be downcast because you're being spilt up, it also represents that you won't suffer the pain of leaving each other again.
-fate&destiny. [yes, i still believe in it.]
-you can love someone, until you reach the phase whereby you don't love the person anymore. [!!! interesting.]
-loving someone needlessly means that you have to be together. even at two ends of the world, as long as there's love in each other's hearts, they'll still bond and beat as one no matter how long or far.
-never fall in love with a celestial. [it's so sorrowful.] yes, perhaps you may want to fly like a fairy, so i suggest you may one to sit an aeroplane instead? you know, if humans can fly, pigs [Amelia!] can fly too which i don't think so, lol.
-love, i'll feel that one day too. [or had i already? hmm...] i'm sure, no matter how negative love can be, love is still wonderful. yes, i believe it is(:
goodnights, everybody~ waves to the crowd* -.-
I'VE FINALLY FINISHED THE WHOLE 'TIAN WAI FEI XIAN' DRAMA ALREADY!! WOOHOO~~~
and yeah, this show is really fabulous! thanks to Serene who lent me this discs, haha. the ending was really surprising though, but i like it still. DongYong so shuai man, haha. and i have to say, this show made me cry like some newborn baby that has never cried before. imagine i'm actually crying in front of my computer screen like i'm in pain or what. but it's like, so damn touching lah. my eyes are damn swollen now, lol. and i've to go for PA concert later in the evening, oh great~ my eyes are so ugly-.- puffed and red like some red dates? okay, perhaps not that red. hohohohoho, i'm going to bed. hope my eyes will turn better. i'm ugly enough, so hope my eyes won't make me even uglier. dorts-.-
TIAN WAI FEI XIAN ROCKS LIKE ME~ LOL.
ending quote:
chinese.
fei1 yi1 ban1 de lang4 man4.
fei1 yi1 ban1 de ai4 qing2.
chao1 yue4 shi2 kong.
cong1 po4 tian1 di4.
yi1 ge4 zhi2 de2 deng3 dai4 de4 li3 you2.
direct english translation.
[Romance that flies.]
[A unique love.]
[Through Time & Space.]
[Breaking Heaven & Earth.]
[One worth waiting reason.]
most probably should be..
A unique love when romance flies pass time & space,
breaking through heaven & earth,
is the reason worth waiting for.
so what's i've learnt?
-hatred is like curse; love is just like blessing.
turn your hatred into love, and bless the other person. [LOL!]
-love is the solution to everything because it allows one to put someone else before you yourself.
-if someone kills your loved ones, don't kill them back.
hell with the chinese saying that goes 'yi3 ya2 huan2 ya2' or english proverb/idiom[?] 'an eye for an eye'.
killing them back doesn't lessen your pain, nor does that revive back your loved ones. that's no difference like those murderers, because you've also harmed their loved ones.
-birth and death is a natural cycle.
same goes for, reunion and separation.
don't be jovial because you're being brought together, it also symbolises that you'll part someday.
don't be downcast because you're being spilt up, it also represents that you won't suffer the pain of leaving each other again.
-fate&destiny. [yes, i still believe in it.]
-you can love someone, until you reach the phase whereby you don't love the person anymore. [!!! interesting.]
-loving someone needlessly means that you have to be together. even at two ends of the world, as long as there's love in each other's hearts, they'll still bond and beat as one no matter how long or far.
-never fall in love with a celestial. [it's so sorrowful.] yes, perhaps you may want to fly like a fairy, so i suggest you may one to sit an aeroplane instead? you know, if humans can fly, pigs [Amelia!] can fly too which i don't think so, lol.
-love, i'll feel that one day too. [or had i already? hmm...] i'm sure, no matter how negative love can be, love is still wonderful. yes, i believe it is(:
goodnights, everybody~ waves to the crowd* -.-
okay, for clarifications of my previous post.
Please do not blame Junhe for his inhumane act. He did that because he loves me too much~! LOL! lalalalalala~ Just don't do that again okay? hahahaha.
Please do not blame Junhe for his inhumane act. He did that because he loves me too much~! LOL! lalalalalala~ Just don't do that again okay? hahahaha.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
AMELIA SHOULD BE BACK TONIGHT?
[c=#1D8FCD] `jHE-[/c] [c=#5F46EC] always here always there[/c]·$0 says:
i kiss u ! .............
`sihui ; ]: nahcomments. says:
see.
[c=#1D8FCD] `jHE-[/c] [c=#5F46EC] always here always there[/c]·$0 says:
diaox
`sihui ; ]: nahcomments. says:
u admit it.
LOL. ONGJUNHE, YOU'RE DEADMEAT. HORRIBLE ASSHOLE.
-.-
[c=#1D8FCD] `jHE-[/c] [c=#5F46EC] always here always there[/c]·$0 says:
i kiss u ! .............
`sihui ; ]: nahcomments. says:
see.
[c=#1D8FCD] `jHE-[/c] [c=#5F46EC] always here always there[/c]·$0 says:
diaox
`sihui ; ]: nahcomments. says:
u admit it.
LOL. ONGJUNHE, YOU'RE DEADMEAT. HORRIBLE ASSHOLE.
-.-
Monday, December 18, 2006
TO MY BELOVED DEARIE, AMELIA(:
DO TAKECARE ON YOUR TRIP TO GENTING, AND HAVE FUN ALRIGHT? OF COURSE, REMEMBER TO BRING BACK SOME PRESENTS. OTHERWISE YOU CAN JOLLYWELL STAY THERE FOREVER, HAHA. JUST KIDDING, DEARIE. FIRST TIME YOU LEFT MY SIDE, AWWW~ DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH, SMILES! HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON, AND CELEBRATE X'MAS TOGETHER.
`LOTSA LOVE;
YOUR DEARIE, SIHUI.
DO TAKECARE ON YOUR TRIP TO GENTING, AND HAVE FUN ALRIGHT? OF COURSE, REMEMBER TO BRING BACK SOME PRESENTS. OTHERWISE YOU CAN JOLLYWELL STAY THERE FOREVER, HAHA. JUST KIDDING, DEARIE. FIRST TIME YOU LEFT MY SIDE, AWWW~ DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH, SMILES! HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON, AND CELEBRATE X'MAS TOGETHER.
`LOTSA LOVE;
YOUR DEARIE, SIHUI.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Alright, here i am again. I've read finished and done my third bookreview for English. Owell, not too bad huh. That only left with Four Newspaper Articles, Two useful URLs, Maths in Lead.com which i don't think i'll do (For goodness sake, it's Maths!), and HCL which i also don't think i'll. I'm only interested in English, haha.
So, my third book is Tuesdays with Morrie. I would say it's a wonderful book about life lessons that you'll not find anywhere. Definitely worth reading. I cried when i read this book, so emo- but true. However, it's not my book, thus if i'm able to find it, i'll of course, purchase this great book. I only spent a day reading this book, cause it's quite thin. 196 pages only, so yeah.
Here's some Lines/Quotes that i like in this book, and find it so true:
1. Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you're bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, although you know you should never take anything for granted. The tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle.
2. So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even though they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into you life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote youself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.
3. The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and let in come in.
4. We think we don't deserve love, we think if we let it in, we'll become too soft. But a wise man named Levine said it right. He said, "Love is the only rational act."
5. Why are we embarrassed by silence? What comfort do we find in all the noise?
6. Sometimes, you cannot believe what you see, you've to belive what you feel. And if you're ever going to have other people to trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too- even when you're in the dark.
7. There is no foundation, no secure ground, upon which people may stand today if it isn't the family. It's become quite clear to me as i've been sick. If you don't have the support and love and caring and concern that you get from a family, you don't have much at all. Love is so supremely important. As our great poet Auden said, 'Love each other or perish.'
8. Without love, we are birds without wings.
9. Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent.
10. Detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. On the contray, you let it penetrate you fully. That's how you are able to leave it. If you hold back on the emotions- if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them- you can never get detached, you're too busy being afraid.
But by throwing ourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive all the way, you experience them fully and completely. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then can you say, 'All right, i've experience that emotion. I recognise that emotion. Now i need to detach from that emotion for a moment.'
11. When you learn how to die, you learn how to live.
12. As you grow, you learn more. If you stayed at twenty-two, you'd always be as ignorant as you were at twenty-two. Aging is not just decaying, it's growth. It's more than the negative that you're going to die, it's also the positive that you understand you're going to die, and that you live a better life because of it.
13. If you've found meaning in your life, you don't want to go back. You want to go forward. You want to see more, do more.
14. Fate succumbs many a species: one alone jeopardises itself. -W.H. Auden.
15. People were so hungry for love that they were accepting substitutes. They were embracing material things and expecting a sort of hug back. But it never works. You can't substitute material things for love or for gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comradeship.
16. Money is not a substitute for tenderness and power is not a substitute for tenderness.
17. If you're trying to show off for people at the top, forget it. They'll look down at you anyhow. And if you're trying to show off to people at the bottom, forget it. They'll only envy you. Status will get you nowhere. Only a open heart will allow you to float equally between everyone.
18. Each night when i go to sleep, i die. And the next morning when i wake up, i am reborn. -Mahatma Gandhi.
19. People are only mean when they're threatened, and that's what out culture does. That's what the economy does. Even people who have jobs in our economy are threatened, because they worry bout losing them. And when you're threatened, you start looking out for yourself. You start making money a god. It's all part of this culture.
20. We all have the same beginning- Birth- and we all have the same end- Death. How different can we be? In the beginning of life, when we're infants, we need others to survive, right? And at the end of life, when you get like me [old], you need others to survive, right? But here's the secret: In between, we need others as well.
21. Don't let go too soon, but don't hang on too long.
22. In business, people negotiate to win. They negotiate to get what they wanted. Love is different. Love is when you're as concerned about someone else's situation as you're about you own.
23. A little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He's enjoying the wind and the fresh air- until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore. 'My God, this is terrible,' the wave says. 'Look what's going to happen to me!' Then here comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, 'Why do you look so sad?' The first wave said,' You don't understand! We're all going to crash! All of us are going to be nothing! Isn't it terrible?' The second wave said, 'No, you don't understand. You're not a wave, you're part of the ocean.'
Owell, and i stopped at Number 23(: I don't know why i typed them all out, because i don't think anyone visits my blog now or whatever. But i'm fine with it, because i guess this is one of those meaningful posts that i've ever typed out. Ohyeah, before i go, the guy who said countless astute words is- Morrie Schwartz.
So, my third book is Tuesdays with Morrie. I would say it's a wonderful book about life lessons that you'll not find anywhere. Definitely worth reading. I cried when i read this book, so emo- but true. However, it's not my book, thus if i'm able to find it, i'll of course, purchase this great book. I only spent a day reading this book, cause it's quite thin. 196 pages only, so yeah.
Here's some Lines/Quotes that i like in this book, and find it so true:
1. Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you're bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, although you know you should never take anything for granted. The tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle.
2. So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even though they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into you life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote youself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.
3. The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and let in come in.
4. We think we don't deserve love, we think if we let it in, we'll become too soft. But a wise man named Levine said it right. He said, "Love is the only rational act."
5. Why are we embarrassed by silence? What comfort do we find in all the noise?
6. Sometimes, you cannot believe what you see, you've to belive what you feel. And if you're ever going to have other people to trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too- even when you're in the dark.
7. There is no foundation, no secure ground, upon which people may stand today if it isn't the family. It's become quite clear to me as i've been sick. If you don't have the support and love and caring and concern that you get from a family, you don't have much at all. Love is so supremely important. As our great poet Auden said, 'Love each other or perish.'
8. Without love, we are birds without wings.
9. Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent.
10. Detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. On the contray, you let it penetrate you fully. That's how you are able to leave it. If you hold back on the emotions- if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them- you can never get detached, you're too busy being afraid.
But by throwing ourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive all the way, you experience them fully and completely. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then can you say, 'All right, i've experience that emotion. I recognise that emotion. Now i need to detach from that emotion for a moment.'
11. When you learn how to die, you learn how to live.
12. As you grow, you learn more. If you stayed at twenty-two, you'd always be as ignorant as you were at twenty-two. Aging is not just decaying, it's growth. It's more than the negative that you're going to die, it's also the positive that you understand you're going to die, and that you live a better life because of it.
13. If you've found meaning in your life, you don't want to go back. You want to go forward. You want to see more, do more.
14. Fate succumbs many a species: one alone jeopardises itself. -W.H. Auden.
15. People were so hungry for love that they were accepting substitutes. They were embracing material things and expecting a sort of hug back. But it never works. You can't substitute material things for love or for gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comradeship.
16. Money is not a substitute for tenderness and power is not a substitute for tenderness.
17. If you're trying to show off for people at the top, forget it. They'll look down at you anyhow. And if you're trying to show off to people at the bottom, forget it. They'll only envy you. Status will get you nowhere. Only a open heart will allow you to float equally between everyone.
18. Each night when i go to sleep, i die. And the next morning when i wake up, i am reborn. -Mahatma Gandhi.
19. People are only mean when they're threatened, and that's what out culture does. That's what the economy does. Even people who have jobs in our economy are threatened, because they worry bout losing them. And when you're threatened, you start looking out for yourself. You start making money a god. It's all part of this culture.
20. We all have the same beginning- Birth- and we all have the same end- Death. How different can we be? In the beginning of life, when we're infants, we need others to survive, right? And at the end of life, when you get like me [old], you need others to survive, right? But here's the secret: In between, we need others as well.
21. Don't let go too soon, but don't hang on too long.
22. In business, people negotiate to win. They negotiate to get what they wanted. Love is different. Love is when you're as concerned about someone else's situation as you're about you own.
23. A little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He's enjoying the wind and the fresh air- until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore. 'My God, this is terrible,' the wave says. 'Look what's going to happen to me!' Then here comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, 'Why do you look so sad?' The first wave said,' You don't understand! We're all going to crash! All of us are going to be nothing! Isn't it terrible?' The second wave said, 'No, you don't understand. You're not a wave, you're part of the ocean.'
Owell, and i stopped at Number 23(: I don't know why i typed them all out, because i don't think anyone visits my blog now or whatever. But i'm fine with it, because i guess this is one of those meaningful posts that i've ever typed out. Ohyeah, before i go, the guy who said countless astute words is- Morrie Schwartz.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
this delicious thing cost us a bomb.
christmas is approaching..TODAY!
Supposedly to meet amelia at one, then it slowly became four due to some reasons. At the MRT station, some Jerk named Zell who doesn't know the proper of saying Hi, hit and messed my hair. I don't think this is the way to say Hi to anyone, so just Shutup and LeavemeAlone. Headed down to Somerset for the movie- The Holidays. But we missed the earlier time slot and bought the 7.00pm one instead. Stomachs began grumbling, then went for Pepper Lunch to fill out growling stomachs. It seriously caused a giantic hole in our pockets man, but still i find it worthwhile.
Began walking around Orchard, and saw suave Yuyang at Takashimaya, lol. Then all of a sudden, Amelia realised that it's 6.45pm when we're at Wistma Atria which is so freaking far from Cineleisure. Rushed through those crowds on the streets, as if we're living in our own world and managed to reach on time. Thanks Goodness. Owell, the movie is great and lasted for 2hr 15min. Considered quite long duration though. Still, i love the movie because it makes so much sense, yeah.
Left Orchard around 10pm, and guess what? i reached home at 11.2opm. I would have reached home earlier if it wasn't for some stupid Heyheys.
The 969 i boarded at Khatib was filled with people, and when it arrived at Yishun, many alighted and boarded. So i moved to the Standing Area. Then here comes two awful Heyheys, one back-facing me & another beside me, which left me cornered by the both assholes. The one infront of me kept on moving backwards when there was so much space in front of him; the one beside was practically leaning on me. What the Fucking hell is that? I may be small in size, and not really tall, but i'm visible. I don't know what the fuck are they trying to do, but i'm just feeling so uncomfortable and frustrated that i alighted at ChongPang. Mind you, both were disgusting Heyheys, One Indian and Another Malay.
I had to wait for another bus for 15min or so, and alighted at Admiralty to do something. Dialled my sister if she wanted Rojak since she mentioned it earlier, and she just gave me the freaking attitude. I wouldn't go to Admiralty if i don't have the intention of helping her to buy Rojak, yet this is what i got. Fine, just fine.
What a Fucked-up night.
Friday, December 15, 2006
when i'm lazy to update, here's how a post looks like.
-i woke up late.
-i'm the so-called first to reach.
-i ate KFC for lunch.
-amelia&crystal&sihui were late for CO.
-my CO coach is also as dramatic.
-my CO coach is going abroad to visit her kins.
-CO practice was not too bad today.
-i drank BubbleTea today.
-i reached home around 6.3opm.
-i received a mail and i shall reply you here.
things won't be the same again, and there's no use in carrying doing anything anymore. i only treat you plainly as a friend, no more than that.
i saw you.
feelings faded.
-i woke up late.
-i'm the so-called first to reach.
-i ate KFC for lunch.
-amelia&crystal&sihui were late for CO.
-my CO coach is also as dramatic.
-my CO coach is going abroad to visit her kins.
-CO practice was not too bad today.
-i drank BubbleTea today.
-i reached home around 6.3opm.
-i received a mail and i shall reply you here.
things won't be the same again, and there's no use in carrying doing anything anymore. i only treat you plainly as a friend, no more than that.
i saw you.
feelings faded.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
PAMPER-YOUR-DOG DAY!
i walked my dog today.
i bathed my dog today.
i groomed my dog today.
& for all the above,
i spent a 2hr plus doing so.
yups, my dog is none other than the celebrity picture above.
Presenting.. XIAOHEI(:
[wooh, 'xiaohei' reminds me of zhijie's nickname. lol.]
i walked my dog today.
i bathed my dog today.
i groomed my dog today.
& for all the above,
i spent a 2hr plus doing so.
yups, my dog is none other than the celebrity picture above.
Presenting.. XIAOHEI(:
[wooh, 'xiaohei' reminds me of zhijie's nickname. lol.]
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
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Part2.
Part1.
An oh-so-great drawing from Dearie.
Thanks Amelia-.-
but wait till you've seen mine, lol.
<33dearie always(:
PROJECT SUPERSTAR(:
sihui&jiayan.
amelia&sihui&crystal.
dearies that last forever[;
sihui&jiayan (aka timothy's sister).
not forgetting, group photo. [shijun,amanda,crystal,sihui,amelia,jiayan.] plus timothy's the photographer.
jiayan&amelia.
the long sketch of road ahead.M4 KELVIN, DO SUPPORT!!
HE TOPPED THE FOUR GUYS ONCE MORE,
WITH A TOTAL MARKS OF 41,
AND SOME TEARS TOO(:
YOU ROCK~!
think whatever you want,
say whatever you want.
But everything's not going to change,
nor return to the past.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
HELLO~ I'm back from COCamp'o6! (:
so, let's go on with the four days/three nights in CoCamp'o6...
The First Day~
Blackmorning: I was supposed to meet up with yvonne&serene, but well. I was late again-.- So i finally reached Admiralty, but guess what? Yvonne&I had waited for 20min after missing Serene's bus. The busstop was like filled with those working peeps, which is estimated to have around 300humans. When we had finally decided to take the MRT, we got news that the Yishun MRT had an accident. Thus, we decided to walk ahead to hail some taxi but in vain. Imagine walking from Admiralty Opposite Busstop, till SembawangRoad (The Junction at Gambas Ave.)? That's exactly what we did, before finally succeeded in boarding a taxi to school.
Captain'sFlags: The lame game that Yvonne had suggested which we easily clinched the Champion title. haha.
Combined Practice: Boring~
ShowerTime: Brrrr, damn cold. It would have been perfect if it wasn't for some Sec1s that cut our queue.
Sleeping Time: Ohwell, I was the First to sleep. Isn't that kinda surprising? haha, just plain tired because didn't really sleep much the night before.
The Second Day~
WakeUpTime: Around 6.30am? Showered in the icy cold water when the sky is still dark, and almost none is awake. Then, i don't know why&how we all fell asleep once more. lol, got shouted by that Detestable MissLin to wake up-.-
Sectional/CombinedPractice: Boring once more~
Amazing Race: Overall, i shall say that this game is better well-planned, compared to that of last year's which stopped due to repeated errors. Our leader is Peiling(: However, this game would be perfect if there hadn't been a Confusion during the 2nd clue to 3rd clue. I am confident that we could have gotten the 1st instead of the 4th, all thanks to Sinren. And nope, i'm not saying this because i don't like you, but it's a matter of responsibility. You kindly denied the faults, which makes things worse. Checkpoint isn't Clue? Then is the clue at the Checkpoint? The answer is Yes. We won't waste 2redundant calls & 30min if you had said that "That is the clue", instead of "This is Checkpoint, not clue". Just plain Unjustified, and that's it.
ChopChilli/MultipleGame: Reached the CoRoom, pretty disappointed and oh well, bored~ So we started playing ChopChilli like some insanes till almost or all the humans in there were looking at us. lol, but we enjoyed anyway. Carried on to the MultipleGame and those who forfeit needed to do somewhat like a Dare thing. Well, i ended up- Rolling on the floor and say 'ILoveMarcus'; Doing starjumps and say 'ILoveYingjun' [YingJun-YingChow]; Hitting my head against some Percussion, etc. 3Words: LaughOutLouds!
Freetime: Bathed, Chatted for quite some time, and Sleep. And it's like SevenHumans squeezing into 4Sleeping Bags inclusive of our Blanklet. It goes: Amanda, Serene, Amelia(who put her leg onto those besides her stomachs, lol!), Crystal, Me, Junhe, Junfeng. Interesting.
The Third Day~
Woke up at the much later time and it's all Practices and Practices all Day. Junhe&Amanda returned home that evening because they had the Competition on Friday. Ohwell, Junhe got into the Finals! Congrats(: Supposedly, we're to watch some movies but due to some technical problems, i don't know what happen. The remaining five of us started telling horror stories and everything, and even acted out a video[shall post when i've gotten hold of it.] and dolling Junfeng's hair. Damn cute&hilarious man, haha.
Then something WOW happened. i ran to take the tin of bisuits because we're feeling the itch in our mouths, and guess what? I missed the tin, and ended up banging the wall. MdmTeo who was sleeping beside the tin woke up and was like: "Sihui, Sihui. Ni zai zuo shen me? Ni okay mah? You mei you shi?" And i just sat there and kept on laughing, partly to hide the pain and also at my stupidity? -.- For that 'BangAtTheWall', i got an imediate bruise on my elbow and ear. Played Blackjack and used the biscuits as chips, lol.
Sleep was much more pleasant this time round though. Amelia&Serene&Crystal in one sleeping bag, while Junfeng&I in another. And did i really put my arm on Junfeng? haha, it's like so OMG when Serene told me. But better than Amelia putting her leg onto others' stomachs! LOL.
The Fourth Day~
Okay, it's the last morning and also, a rather interesting one. We woke up at 8am, i think. Serene was the first one, and she called Crystal to wake up who in turn called me to wake up. And our wakeup conversation goes like this: [Mandarin]
Serene: Wake up, Wake up! It's eight already.
Crystal: OMG?! Sihui, wake up le. Eight liao.
Sihui: What?! Eight already? omg.
and then.. SNORES* we returned to bed. LOL!
Practices again, then there was a break in between the combined practice. Serene became somewhat tired and napped, thus we decided to put things on her head. Examples are like Tissues, Plastic Cups, A deck of PokerCards, Chopsticks. Plus the best thing is, she didn't realise at all.
Packed & went to Admiralty for a sip of Bubbletea which i had missed so holyshit much, Then some fries at MacDonalds. Junfeng see me home, and i watched my TianWaiFeiXian till i fell asleep for 4hours. Here i am again~
so, let's go on with the four days/three nights in CoCamp'o6...
The First Day~
Blackmorning: I was supposed to meet up with yvonne&serene, but well. I was late again-.- So i finally reached Admiralty, but guess what? Yvonne&I had waited for 20min after missing Serene's bus. The busstop was like filled with those working peeps, which is estimated to have around 300humans. When we had finally decided to take the MRT, we got news that the Yishun MRT had an accident. Thus, we decided to walk ahead to hail some taxi but in vain. Imagine walking from Admiralty Opposite Busstop, till SembawangRoad (The Junction at Gambas Ave.)? That's exactly what we did, before finally succeeded in boarding a taxi to school.
Captain'sFlags: The lame game that Yvonne had suggested which we easily clinched the Champion title. haha.
Combined Practice: Boring~
ShowerTime: Brrrr, damn cold. It would have been perfect if it wasn't for some Sec1s that cut our queue.
Sleeping Time: Ohwell, I was the First to sleep. Isn't that kinda surprising? haha, just plain tired because didn't really sleep much the night before.
The Second Day~
WakeUpTime: Around 6.30am? Showered in the icy cold water when the sky is still dark, and almost none is awake. Then, i don't know why&how we all fell asleep once more. lol, got shouted by that Detestable MissLin to wake up-.-
Sectional/CombinedPractice: Boring once more~
Amazing Race: Overall, i shall say that this game is better well-planned, compared to that of last year's which stopped due to repeated errors. Our leader is Peiling(: However, this game would be perfect if there hadn't been a Confusion during the 2nd clue to 3rd clue. I am confident that we could have gotten the 1st instead of the 4th, all thanks to Sinren. And nope, i'm not saying this because i don't like you, but it's a matter of responsibility. You kindly denied the faults, which makes things worse. Checkpoint isn't Clue? Then is the clue at the Checkpoint? The answer is Yes. We won't waste 2redundant calls & 30min if you had said that "That is the clue", instead of "This is Checkpoint, not clue". Just plain Unjustified, and that's it.
ChopChilli/MultipleGame: Reached the CoRoom, pretty disappointed and oh well, bored~ So we started playing ChopChilli like some insanes till almost or all the humans in there were looking at us. lol, but we enjoyed anyway. Carried on to the MultipleGame and those who forfeit needed to do somewhat like a Dare thing. Well, i ended up- Rolling on the floor and say 'ILoveMarcus'; Doing starjumps and say 'ILoveYingjun' [YingJun-YingChow]; Hitting my head against some Percussion, etc. 3Words: LaughOutLouds!
Freetime: Bathed, Chatted for quite some time, and Sleep. And it's like SevenHumans squeezing into 4Sleeping Bags inclusive of our Blanklet. It goes: Amanda, Serene, Amelia(who put her leg onto those besides her stomachs, lol!), Crystal, Me, Junhe, Junfeng. Interesting.
The Third Day~
Woke up at the much later time and it's all Practices and Practices all Day. Junhe&Amanda returned home that evening because they had the Competition on Friday. Ohwell, Junhe got into the Finals! Congrats(: Supposedly, we're to watch some movies but due to some technical problems, i don't know what happen. The remaining five of us started telling horror stories and everything, and even acted out a video[shall post when i've gotten hold of it.] and dolling Junfeng's hair. Damn cute&hilarious man, haha.
Then something WOW happened. i ran to take the tin of bisuits because we're feeling the itch in our mouths, and guess what? I missed the tin, and ended up banging the wall. MdmTeo who was sleeping beside the tin woke up and was like: "Sihui, Sihui. Ni zai zuo shen me? Ni okay mah? You mei you shi?" And i just sat there and kept on laughing, partly to hide the pain and also at my stupidity? -.- For that 'BangAtTheWall', i got an imediate bruise on my elbow and ear. Played Blackjack and used the biscuits as chips, lol.
Sleep was much more pleasant this time round though. Amelia&Serene&Crystal in one sleeping bag, while Junfeng&I in another. And did i really put my arm on Junfeng? haha, it's like so OMG when Serene told me. But better than Amelia putting her leg onto others' stomachs! LOL.
The Fourth Day~
Okay, it's the last morning and also, a rather interesting one. We woke up at 8am, i think. Serene was the first one, and she called Crystal to wake up who in turn called me to wake up. And our wakeup conversation goes like this: [Mandarin]
Serene: Wake up, Wake up! It's eight already.
Crystal: OMG?! Sihui, wake up le. Eight liao.
Sihui: What?! Eight already? omg.
and then.. SNORES* we returned to bed. LOL!
Practices again, then there was a break in between the combined practice. Serene became somewhat tired and napped, thus we decided to put things on her head. Examples are like Tissues, Plastic Cups, A deck of PokerCards, Chopsticks. Plus the best thing is, she didn't realise at all.
Packed & went to Admiralty for a sip of Bubbletea which i had missed so holyshit much, Then some fries at MacDonalds. Junfeng see me home, and i watched my TianWaiFeiXian till i fell asleep for 4hours. Here i am again~
Monday, December 04, 2006
YAY~ CO CAMP is TOMORROW!
Well, here are some videos* that we took today. They are, in fact, pretty idiotic and brainless. But, despite that, it has somewhat an entertainment value? lol.
Pierced another earhole today! woooohooo.
Anyway, amelia&crystal&sihui caught OpenSeason today. Pretty hilarious, even though i don't really fancy cartoon movies(: Worth watching.
Well, here are some videos* that we took today. They are, in fact, pretty idiotic and brainless. But, despite that, it has somewhat an entertainment value? lol.
Pierced another earhole today! woooohooo.
Anyway, amelia&crystal&sihui caught OpenSeason today. Pretty hilarious, even though i don't really fancy cartoon movies(: Worth watching.
*Youtube Videos Above are not open to public at Youtube.com due to Stupidity.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
PICTURES OF THE DAY.
FINGERS TOO SORE TO TYPE A POST DUE TO INTENSIVE PRACTICES OF MY INSTRUMENT FOR CONSECUTIVE THREE DAYS!